But now my flat (and room) look rather homey... ignoring the fact that it took me two hours to assemble my bed because there were no instructions included. And the fact that I went about it rather haphazardly. And my desk was missing a hole in which to hammer a nail through. But it took a pharmacy student and a medical student three days to discover that. So for three days, I had a half assembled desk on my floor. Until we found a nail off the street and hammered it in. Yep. Real cheap students.
It's going to be an interesting experience living in a flat this year.
- Location:At my desk
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:Something Good - Bic Runga
You'd probably think I'm lying when I say that I've never had a sunburn before until now (well, my nose has been, but that's a minor thing).
The tops of my arms ache so. There's going to be a charming tanline there one day. After the skin starts to peel. So I spent the entire night putting a wet cloth on the tops of the arms. Call me a sissy, but really, I'm just not a masochist.
Except I probably am seeing as I refused sunblock before I went out into the sun.
And if not a masochist, well, just a very vain teenager.
Oh, well done.
- Location:At my desk
- Mood:
amused - Music:Sunburn - Muse (rather apt)
Well.
They say that second year pharmacy is hell. Compared to the other professional courses, at least.
And the fact that I'm writing is because I am bored. Shitless. I really have no excuse. I should be finishing those stories on fictionpress. But at the moment, I've lost all inspiration. I wrote because I had no romance my life, so fictionpress was a way to deal with it. But now that I do, well, I find writing a little defunct. And in real life, the situation is always ten times more complicated (but by no means less entertaining). And I hope, well, I hope with the whole of my entire heart, that I've matured. And looking back on those stories, well, I cringe.
That said, I haven't stopped writing completely. Just writing words at a rate of one sentence per one month... so really, it's not really productive.
Anyway. Back to life. Only a mere 13 days before I return to uni, well, to where it is. I am so friggin excited. It's funny, looking back on what I wrote a year ago regarding uni (while cringing). I have started packing, but I envision that I'll be going out a few more times, so it'd be rather stupid of me to pack my clothes now.
And. Well, I think that is all. Except that some person (whose number I've obviously deleted) has texted me. What to do...
- Location:At my desk
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:Apologize - One Republic
- Location:At my desk
- Mood:
blah - Music:Kiss Goodbye - Wang Lee Hom
And Moss Burmester, good stuff. You scared the hell out of the American supporters in the 200m Butterfly. You did New Zealand proud. And any idiotic New Zealanders who think that our Olympic team is crap? Why don't you try and compete against the world's best yourself? The medals will come soon.
- Location:At my desk
- Mood:
angry - Music:Space Dementia - Muse
My question is this: is there a difference between taking medication and believing in it, compared to taking medication, but thinking that it isn't going to be of use?
Is the human mind/willpower capable of influencing the effectiveness of drugs?
- Location:On my bed
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:White Flag - Dido
Get some freaking clothes on, people. It's winter. Winter.
- Location:At my sister's desk
- Mood:
bitchy - Music:Zilch. El Zipo. Nada.
Stephenie Meyer's somewhat phenomenal rise in the writing world has caused an influx of vampire/werewolf themed stories to spring up on Fictionpress. An important note: I honestly don't care if you're writing about vampires. That's cool. What is somewhat annoying is when you have tweens writing stories and you can tell that they've taken bits of Twilight and throw it into their own stories, with really bad grammar, no characterisation and absolutely no originality (apart from changing some names). If you love Stephenie Meyer's world so much, then use FANfiction instead of butchering up her work. Since when did werewolf versus vampire love stories get popular on Fictionpress? Well written ones, fine. But anything that's like a cheap imitation just pisses me off.
And Twilight the film. Who else got incredibly irritated when watching the trailer? Vampire DO NOT fly, damn it! Sure, they run fast, but they don't FLY. And those people still hung over Gaspard Ulliel not getting the part of Edward? Get over it.
- Location:At my desk
- Mood:
annoyed - Music:Summer Rain - Hayley Westenra
1) The quiet token Asian nerd
2) The token Indian nerd
3) The wannabe gangster
4) The pretty prep
5) The motherly type second years
6) The arrogant smart ass (who all the first years are in love with)
7) The typical handsome jock who everyone loves
8) The party animals
9) The girl who likes to argue with the smart ass
10) The gossip queen
11) The really, really queer guy (who sits in the corner and makes references to 'trains going through tunnels' and how 'Freddy Mercury died of pure, epic manliness')
I will refrain from saying that there are token bitches present, however.
But seriously, scandals galore. We have so and so who is in love with 6, but 9 is also interested in 6. 6 however, is in love with someone else on another floor, but used to like 4. So and so also dislikes 4, 5 and 8. However, everyone thinks that 9 is interested in 2, including 6, but really, 9 used to like 7. And someone from another floor was sleeping in yet another person's room, while 3 was also there. BUT... so and so makes a move on 6, but 6 rejects so and so. So, so and so has moved onto another person, who happens to be interested in 5. But, 5 has rejected the person, so really, it isn't that bad. But, 11 used to be interested in so and so, but so and so rejected him.
Convoluted? Incredibly. And Season 1 has just only finished.
- Location:At my desk
- Mood:
blah - Music:Smile - Lily Allen
- getting into med or dent
- sorting out my own life (and hence, I have less humour in me at the moment because I'm always writing depressing poetry).
Anyway, I will be back. Don't give up on Eve and Riordan, or Seth and Reese. They will be back.
- Location:In my dorm
- Mood:
blah - Music:Before Your Love - Kelly Clarkson
How stupid is this? I pack everything I need to for uni and then realise that I need my iPod charger, so I have to dig through everything and now, everything is all messed up. Hence, I need to pack all over again. Grr.
Went out for dinner last night and my friends decided to spend the entire night mocking me about the waiter, who they thought I was checking out. Uh, yeah right. It got worse when the waiter reportedly started looking at me too. What the hell? I don't get checked out because I'm a diminutive Asian girl. So, they spent the entire night trying to get a photo of him. Which was incredibly embarrassing. Ah, that's my friends for you ;) But it was very very fun indeed. Good food too (ooh, assonance), and lovely dessert. Amounted to about $26 per person, which isn't bad at all. I think I'll visit again... when that particular waiter isn't around!
- Location:On my bed.
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Don't Know Why - Norah Jones
So, I got my fillings today. It didn't hurt because the dentist said the cavities weren't deep. I have silver bling bling in my teeth now (trying to get into my gangsta side because in the next chapter of 'The Nightmare Before Christmas', there's a whole section where I make fun of gangstas -insert evil laughter- it's going to be hilarious... I hope). I also make fun of poncy stuck up people in business suits. I could probably post the chapter, but the obsessive compulsive person in me refuses to update unless I have the quota of eight pages or more filled. So, I'm just waiting on two more pages before I update.
Got my NCEA papers back today. Ouch. Really, the same bloody thing happened in physics like it did last year: I answered all the damn calculation questions right up to Excellence level, but I couldn't explain what I was doing, hence the big fat Achieved. Meh, Level 3 with Excellence still. I'll take it gladly.
Aha, I visited school on Monday to show a new girl around and the deputy principal gave me the queerest look as if she was trying to say "Grace, what the hell are you doing back here? I haven't been away from you long enough to say welcome back." Mr. WJ (the Year 12 Dean) didn't swallow my joke of "I'm back because I failed seventh form." Heh. But university soon. And I can't freaking wait.
New doctor in the ward. Typical, she was wearing her stethoscope. Pretty soon she'll learn that NO DOCTOR wears their stethoscope around the psychogeriatric ward. It just isn't done. Simply because we don't give a shit whether or not you're got one or not.
- Location:On the floor.
- Mood:
smug, actually. - Music:Little House - The Fray
RULES:
A. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
B. Tag seven people to do the same.
C. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it."
1) I talk to myself out loud, despite being caught repeatedly by people walking by. Like today when I was yelling at myself for checking out this guy and then realising with disgust that it was my childhood bully. Ew. The man working in his garage gave me the strangest look when I walked past.
2) I sing a lot. Only because I like to hear my own voice. Narcissistic, isn't it?
3) Despite writing romances, I hate Valentines Day.
4) Hannah Montana is SO the new Harry Potter. Okay, maybe not THAT much, but still. She totally rocks my socks. I've even started sounding like her. Creeeeepy. Seriously, the most played song on my iPod is 'The Other Side Of Me'.
5) I procrastinate every minute of the day. Like now. I'm supposed to be asleep because I start work at 7am tomorrow.
6) In my opinion, every boy should be funny. Seriously.
7) Chemistry is my bitch :D
And now, good night.
- Location:In bed.
- Mood:
sleepy - Music:When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne
So, so, so nothing much happening, except I have a date with the dentist again. See over where I live, there's free dental care for people who aren't off to uni yet. So basically, once a year I get my teeth checked. This time round, the dentist didn't even attempt to clean them. He simply said "Hmm, a forty five minute appointment with the Dental Hygienist and then you're getting two fillings, one on either side."
Ah, SHIT?!
I'm going to have needles inserted on BOTH sides of my mouth. Um, ice cream anyone?
Started packing for uni... I am going to be a freaking BAG LADY.
- Location:In bed.
- Mood:
anxious - Music:When You Believe - Whitney Houston and Mariah Carey
Went over to the general wards for work on Friday. I hated it. Completely and utterly hated it. Usually, I'm based around the psychogeriatric wards and the people there are so very nice, from the nurses to the doctors. The general ward was disgusting. The nurses were kind of friendly. Well, they did say hello. But all pleasantries stopped there, because they simply clumped around themselves and refused to talk to you because *I* was a health care assistant and NOT a nurse. Oh, the HORROR. The doctors are worse. When they walk past you, they simply act like you're not there, because you don't have a stethoscope hanging around your neck. Seriously, they walk around like the bloody stethoscope is a badge of honour. The doctors at the psychogeriatric unit DO NOT carry stethoscopes. In fact, you can't tell them apart from any other person because they're just so nice. And the cleaner! Apparently the cleaner doesn't have a name. She's just called 'The Cleaner'. The nurses bitch about the health care assistants and the health care assistants bitch about the nurses. Vicious, huh? There's a real sense of hierachy, not to mention petty politicalness.
Umm, what else? Oh, I'm packing for uni already. It's uber fun :)
- Location:On my bed
- Mood:
blah - Music:I Believe In You - Il Divo
I can go to UNIVERSITY because I passed NCEA (with Excellence).
Close call man, close call. Disappointed with biology because the Excellence I thought I would get for Animals and Plants, I got an Achieved. Even more screwed up: I got a freaking Excellence for Evolution.
Chemistry and Statistics went well. English is always a wild card. Last year I did better than I thought I would. This year I did worse than I thought I did. Physics... yeah, let's not go there. I knew for two of the papers I would get Achieved, but I thought I would have gotten Excellence for Atomic Physics. Let's just say it was the opposite end of the spectrum... well, not to the point that I failed. But meh, at least I have UE because I was considering a polytech course in case I didn't get UE...
OTAGO, HERE I COME!
- Location:In my sister's room
- Mood:
jubilant - Music:The sound of my heart fribillating
Yes, a rather successful one, I do admit. Good memories, good friends and the other mushy stuff you say when you reminisce.
2. What was your favourite moment of the year?
Prize giving...heh, various times when I was bent double from laughing too much... can't actually recall anything from the top of my head.
3. What was your least favourite moment of the year?
The 'Schism' and strangely enough, the ball.
4. What are your plans for 2008?
I stayed at home...
6. What date in 2007 will remain etched in your memory?
7. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Dux :)
8. What was your biggest failure?
I try not to dwell on failures. Well, if you wanted to be meticulous, it would be the time I got that freaking Achieved in Creative Writing due to one little syntax error, straight from Excellence to Achieved.
9. Did you suffer any illness or injury?
No more than the usual cold that everyone seems to get around August/September.
10. What was the best thing you bought?
That hot mocha after my English exam.
Depressed is not me.
Food, books, clothes.
Prize giving... many sleepless nights prior to that, seventh form in general, zoo sleepover.
Forever Young - Youth Group.
a) Fatter or thinner? Fatter, hell yes.
b) Happier or sadder? Happier.
c) Richer or poorer? Richer... :D
16. What do you wish you'd done more of?
17. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Procrastinating, but uh, that can't be helped.
18. How will you be spending Christmas?
Just spent it at a family friend's house.
19. Which Deviantart users did you meet for the first time?
20. Did you fall in love in 2007?
Read above. And the fact that I believe in the constitution of marriage.
22. What was your favourite TV show?
Grey's Anatomy, E.R... Hannah Montana...
Can't really divulge, but yes.
24. What was/were the best books you read?
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows; fantastic finish to the series, The Betrayal of Bindy Mackenzie and other various books which I can't think of at the moment simply because I read them too long ago.
25. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Avril Lavigne (cough cough), Il Divo, The Choirboys, Corinne Bailey Rae, Ingrid Michaelson, Michael Buble, Miley Cyrus (don't ask), Regina Spektor, James Blunt.
26. What did you want and get?
An iPod.
27. What did you want and not get?
A new guitar.
28. What was your favourite film this year?
But, what if I was too poor to visit the cinemas? Fine, I'll pick a random one. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. Yes.
30. What one thing would have made your year more satisfying?
Slapping some sense into particular people who make an appearance in question 23.
- Location:On my bed
- Mood:
nostalgic - Music:Arabesque - Debussy
I want to leaveeee for Otago now. I'm bored out of my wits (I have no excuse, I am supposed to be writing...). Work is fine, we had another patient almost die on us (it was exciting seeing the house surgeons run around the ward) and another one knitted me a hat (!). So, I shall miss my lovelies when I finish up.
NCEA results come out soon. And that's something I'd prefer not to think about until the day arrives. Geh. I think I got at least one scholarship, if not two. Of course, three would be lovely, but uh, not looking very good. But, meh, Otago's given a hefty sum for being dux already, so accomodation is half sorted. Pity it's not actually given to me because then I'd have thrown it into a term deposit and waited for it to earn some interest! Going broke! I won't be cleared of my student allowance until I'm fifty five! (maybe exaggerating a little there).
Was watching some six year old kids playing Mozart's Allegro Moderato (if you want to know the level, it's in the grade eight syllabus). That's scary. Not to mention, the parents must have been like slave drivers. The thing is, the execution of the piece is flawless, but there's no feeling. It's very much mechanical. Pushing these kids to be virtuosos is interesting, but uh, you're not going to get any emotion in the piece until you get some life experience.
Watched more Hannah Montana. Little kid humour never fails to amuse me. I love Hannah's brother, Jackson. Comic relief, hell yes! And I've decided that I'm a Lilly/Oliver shipper. Gawsh, how embarrassing is this? I'm going beyond the text.
- Location:At my desk
- Mood:
blah - Music:The Wiggles in the background
Finished 'Dressed to Keel' by Candy Calvert. Interesting mix of romance and mystery, but really, she should have stuck with the romance. I'm not saying that the plot was boring, but it was a little predictable. The lead man, Luke Skyler was hot (hello, the man is smart, wears glasses, has a nice chest and can dance... plus he looks like Matthew McConaughey... like the guy he played in 'The Wedding Planner'... damn, he was so hot in that movie... moving on...). The romance aspect of the plot was fine, but the mystery itself wasn't as polished.
PLOT SPOILERS AHEAD
Halfway through, I had already deduced that Luke was an undercover FBI agent investigating the mysterious jewelery heists and the perpetrators were the Greenbaums. I mean, it became obvious when it was stated that the Greenbaums like living on ships. Uh, okay, strange retirement scheme.
But, I admired the lead Darcy, and trust me, I have troubles sympathising with the female leads of romances. Mainly because they're dithering idiots, which is somewhat ironic coming from me seeing as I write stuff on fictionpress in the romance genre...
I also polished off her second book straight afterwards (this was at 12:30am and I had started to read her first one at 10pm). The reason for the crime this time was rather interesting, and the plot was all the more interesting because Darcy's ex was involved. The second one was more humourous, but some minor details smudged. Luke finds out that Darcy kissed her ex and somehow, forgives her after hearing an explanation from Darcy's best friend. Very fluffy, but unrealistic. But then again, the entire plot is rather surreal seeing as it IS fiction. All in all, I think it was an honest attempt at a cross genre book and I will be looking out for the third book.
Another book in the romance-mystery genre is 'Million Dollar Baby' written by Amy Patricia Meade. The plot was more focused on the crime aspect, rather than the romance. The romance was thrown in there when comical relief was needed, but it was effective nonetheless. The tension between the two leads was very much there, but I thought the author relieved it in a rather lack lustre way - when the female wasn't in a position (aha, pun unintended) to enjoy it, i.e. when she was feeling low in spirits. However, I don't know if that was the author's intentions because the relationship between the two leads is still very much unresolved at the end, hence prompting the reader to feel the need to read the next book. The mystery aspect of the plot was interesting; it had me guessing, and this time, it took me awhile to work out the guilty party because I was thrown off by a very good plot twist. Already searching out the next book... mainly because I want the two leads to get together.
And now, I am going to read the physiology book and try to decipher how blood pressure works. Fun fun fun.
- Location:In my sister's room
- Mood:
amused - Music:The Wiggles in the background
My favourite parts (in the BBC version) include:
1) Mr. Darcy meets Elizabeth unexpectedly at Pemberly. The famous "Mr. Darcy!" "Miss Bennet!"
2) Mr. Darcy staring across the room at Lizzy when she is singing Mozart's 'Voi Che Sapete'.
3) Mr. Darcy and Lizzy's dance at Netherfield.
4) Just after Lizzy receives news of Lydia's elopement and Mr. Darcy takes his leave, and Lizzy says "I believe I shall never see him again." Angsty goodness.
5) All those bits when Mr. Darcy is in London, looking for Lydia and Wickham. Especially when he jams his shoulder into the doorway when he finds Mrs. Young.
6) Miss. Bingley taking a 'turn about the room' with Lizzy.
7) "Fine eyes." Need there more to be said?
News: The Nightmare Before Christmas has been nominated for Some Kind of Wonderful Romance awards under the category of Best Het (incomplete) :)
- Location:On my bed
- Mood:
giggly - Music:The theme song for Pride and Prejudice. dum de de de de dum de de de de dum...
